Death Of An Innocent

i went to a party,Mom,i remembered what you said,

you told me not to drink,mom,so i drank soda instead,

i really felt proud inside,mom,the way you said i would,

i didnt drink and drive,mom,even though the others said i should.

i know i did the right thing,mom,i know you are always right,

now the party is finally ending,mom,as everyone is driving out of sight,

as i got into my car,mom,i knew i'd get home in one piece,

because of the way you raised me,so responsible and sweet.

i started to drive away,mom,but as i pulled into the road,

the other car didnt see me,mom,and hit me like a load,

as i lay there on the pavement,mom,i hear the policeman say,

the other guy is drunk,mom,and now im the one who will pay.

im lying here dying,mom,i wish you'd get here soon,

how could this happen to me,mom?my life just burst like a balloon,

there is blood all around me,mom,and most of it is mine,

i hear the medic say,mom,i'll die in a short time.

i just wanted to tell you,mom,i swear i didnt drink,

it was the others,mom,the others didnt think,

he was probably at the same party as i,

the only difference is,he drank and i will die.

why do people drink,mom?it can ruin your whole life,

im feeling sharp pains now,pains just like a knife,

the guy who hit me is walking,mom,and i dint think its fair,

im lying here dying and all he can do is stare.

tell my brother not to cry,mom,tell dady to be brave,

and when i go to heaven,mom,put"Daddy's Girl" on my grave,

someone should have told him,mom,not to drink and drive,

if only they had told him,mom,i would still be alive.

my breath is getting shorter,mom,im becoming very scared,

please dont cry for me,mom,when i needed you,you were always there,

i have one last question,mom,before i say good-bye,

i didnt drink and drive,so why am i the one to die??

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Breaking The Silence

a thousand words

a minute

talking non stop

to everyone around me

blabbering some nonsense

humming a song

playing on the radio

i am just a bundle of fun

everything changed

words that flowed

without a hurdle

stuttered, stumbled

and stopped

everything changed

when you came near

when you came near me

the words just disappeared

sound of words that engulfed the place (a minute ago)

is now replaced with a strange silence

a strange silence

befell on me

a thousand words

before you entered

is now replaced by

a thousand questions

that i am asking now

a thousand questions

i am asking now

to break this silence

losing my sanity

when you are around

i am trying hard

to find the answer for this silence

i am trying hard

to find the words

i am trying hard

to breaking the silence forever!

Emptiness

just a hollow feeling

my mask on the seat next to mine

worn out, beaten and battered

it had come to an end;

just as smoothly as it started

the end was a quick one,

no nonsense, no stupid climax

the curtain came down in one swift motion;

standing tall amidst broken lives

no one cares if you stay back

to pick up the pieces

or make a run to the nearest exit;

full of anger and full of fear,

wanting to wreck the peace

my mind is seeking,

i gradually lost it all;

running away from death

and escaping from the mind games,

seeking refuge from the storm

i rushed headlong into life;

searching for a place to hide,

watching people trade money for love,

i began to fill the emptiness that surrounds me

with the pieces of my broken heart;

Me,Myself and I

coming out of the shadows
of the past and reaching
to the light that is now
shining in its glory
i realized i am standing all alone,
with the whole world at my disposal;


i searched, i needed somebody
to continue the exploration,
or so i thought; how
naive and so dumb one can become;

wasting precious time
doing nothing other
than wandering through life
i became more confused than before;

unable to run anymore,
i sat down to take stock
and i realized i got
me, myself and i;

learned a lot along the way,
and now my very own best friend
exploring uncharted territories
me myself and i
that’s all i got in the end
that’s what i found out
me, myself and i;

Escape

draped across my body
the coldness singed my breath
the country smelled of confusion
and my clothes were soaked with flesh
i escaped into the maze
with screams beneath my track
their tongues were growing fiercer
and death was upon my back
it poisoned my tortured spirit
and coursed throughout my veins
the glories of being slaughtered
only the lunatic remained

Untitled

no one understand me
everything i say or do is twisted and confused
everything is pointless
my life is a ruin
my life is a prison
my life is full of disappointment
no one likes me
they all pretend
they all are fakes
my life is a ruin
my life is a prison
my life is an endless pit of disappointment
i am sick
of this whole world
of the constant struggle to please others
my life is a ruin
my life is a prison
my life is overflowing with disappointment
i can't wait
to finally be free
to finally be alive
my life is a ruin
my life is a prison
my life is over