Thursday, December 31, 2009

Life Isn't Always Easy

Life Can Be Unfair At Times
When You Must Maintain Faith
And Never Let Go.

It Is Especially During The Difficult Times
That You Must Live Your Life
To Its Fullest Potential.
Those Are The Times To Triumph
Over Circumstances
With Hope And Courage.

Life Isn't Always Easy,
But If You Keep Going And Persevere
To The Very Best Of Your Ability,
You Will Gain Strength To Manage
The New Challenges Ahead.

Each Goal That You Reach
Is Another Important Step Forward.

Believe That There Are
Bright And Wonderful Days
Ahead For You And You Will Find Them.

There Is Greatness Within You

Throughout Your Life,Always Pursue
Sensitivity And Kindness
As Your Chosen Way.

A Sense Of Humour Is Wonderful;
Hold On To Yours,
Being Able To Laugh At The World
Will See You Through Many Hard Times.

Guard Against Bitterness And Sarcasm;
They Can Destroy You. Be Yourself;
The World Will Benefit From Your Talent.

Search For People Who Love And
Appreciate You For Who You Are
And Who Encourage You To Improve.

Don't Be Satisfied With Less
Than All You Can Be,
For You Have Greatness Within You.










Saturday, December 12, 2009

Friends Till The End

Friends ’till the end,
That’s what we always said,
Even when all hopes were dead.

Friends ’till the end,
We will always be,
Nothing can ever come between you and me.

Friends ’till the end,
Even when nothing will bend,
Our friendship we will always mend.

Friends ’till the end,
There’s nothing we can’t overcome,
I know you’ll be there when I need someone.

Friends ’till the end,
We will never part,
As long as we have each other in our hearts.

Friends ’till the end,
Lies never told,
Standing together so strong and so bold.

Friends ’till the end,
With nowhere to begin,
I know I’ll never be without you as a friend.

Friends ’till the end,
You can cry on my shoulder,
That’s what I’ve always told her.

Friends ’till the end,
Through sun and snow,
While others still come and go.

Friends ’till the end,
When my light fades away,
She brings back the sunlight into my day.

Friends ’till the end,
Nothing else in mind,
Someone who’s always there when you’re in a bind.

Friends ’till the end,
All throughout time,
I’m proud to say you’re a friend of mine.

Friends ’till the end,
Even with a fight,
We’ll always be friends again that night.

Friend ’till the end,
Through thick and thin,
A strong friendship will always win.

Friends ’till the end,
Through laughter and tears,
With a friend you can overcome any fears.

Friend ’till the end,
We share all our dreams,
We will make it by any means.

Friends ’till the end,
Our hopes will all come true,
There’s no other pair like me and you.

Friends ’till the end,
Through highs and lows,
When we’re together anything goes.

Friends ’till the end,
We’re in the same boat,
But it will always stay afloat.

Friends ’till the end,
I’ll never be alone again,
As long as I have you as a friend.

Friends ’till the end,
No matter what people say,
We will always go our own way.

We may take other paths,
And go separate ways,
But we’ll always meet at the bend,
Because we’re friends ’till the end.

Stranger Within

I reached out to touch your hand
but i was so far away,
the farther i reach
the farther you pull away
like the tide in the sea;

The minutes pass like years
i feel your thoughts running through my mind
i make a wish on a shooting star
and I pray that you return to me;

the rain falls down
all I can think of is you
each splash on my face
a gentle kiss;

as we stand in the same road
staring up above into the night sky
our hearts both aching, yearning
for something better in this world;

we are what we have always been
dreamers searching for answers
in the night sky we look for light
in a world blinded by materialism and hedonism;

as i take the pieces of the dreams
still left (within me)
and spread them out,
to rearrange them one by one
i move one step closer;

standing on borrowed time,
and running out of options
i move one step closer
(determined) to find the stranger within;

Vintage Dreams

waking up
kicking and screaming
thinking i am drowning
and swallowed by the sea;

sunlight, opened up my eyes
assuring me, the nightmare
is over atleast for the time being,
and a beautiful day awaits my presence;

as the tears stream down my face,
i sat there holding a cup of coffee,
reconstructing the nightmare
that seems to plague me every night;

armed with a new resolve
to chase away this nightmare, i
settled down among the feathery grass
and inbetween the beautiful yellow flowers;

as thoughts of wondorous moments,
sneaked into my daydreams,
basking in the rays of sunshine,
i hoped that life and time would stand still;

from in a dream she calls to me,
whispering my name
asking me to trust in her,
and promising no games;

as the sounds of thunder shook the sky
I sit here watching the clouds roll by
reminding myself yet again,
there is no time for lies;

wandering across the universe,
living through past mistakes
as the winds of change blow hard
everything fades away for good;

as i quietly slip my hand into yours
and we watch the night drape over us
i am in heaven with you
in this nostalgic rose-tinted dream;

Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

it’s weird
how life repeats itself
waking up in a sweat again
another day has been laid to waste;

stuck in my head
thoughts of you swirling round
and round, like a paper plane caught in a tornado,
i can feel you pulling me down;

my muscles strain,
my arms ache,
as my foot slowly slips
i scramble to catch hold of my life;
(before it is too late)

tearing down the unfinished castle
the memories and dreams of (you and me) yesterday
are just an illusion built
on the mirages of brighter tomorrows;

by the time tomorrow becomes today,
i am just a child standing in the darkness,
with tear stained cheeks,
trying to forgive and forget,
the ones who left him there with no answer;

Monday, December 7, 2009

5 dec 2009

Place : Bukit Kiara Equestrian Club (Grass Paddock)
Time : 4.30 - 10.30 pm

Family Nite Carnival

at first ak mls nk gi,ingt nk stay kt umah je...then me mom said dye ad khursus and me dad ad kenduri so ak x leh duk umah kazen col ckp ajk gi carnival company dye wat...dlm ati da ckp mls da tp x reti nk ckp "x nk" so ikot je r...dye kene gi sane coz ad keje so dye soh ak lepak ngan kwn2 dye...ak ni da jenis x peramah so bile ak ngan kwn dye ak just senyap je r...time smpai kt carnival ni nmpk cam best,nmpk je...first ak smpai dlm ati da "what the hell man" boring dowh...kazen ak gi r wat keje dye ak ikot kwn dye 'jln2'...mmg r dorg da ngan kwn mmg lupe yg lain r (cam ak gak r)...disbb kn ak ni tarak rapat ngan dyeorg(itu tarak kesah pon) ak jd mangse tukang ambik gmba...nnt smpai kt tmpt tu "aula,tlg ambik gmba" nk wat ape snyum je r...pastu ckp sian kt ak tp soh ambik lg aduyai...pastu dyeorg nk simpn brg dlm kete time tu r ak duk kt kazen ak,baik duk kt kazen wat bodo dari tukang ambik gmba ork...nk kt mlm sket ak n kazen gi r round2 then kiteorg wat facepaint(tp kt tngn) gmba skull...yg lawak nye skull tu senyum aduh...x pe x pe...pas mkn sume ad show breakdance,umm bleh r ak lyn,agak interesting r...then group Jenny Blue perform (x penah dngr pon)...then saat yg dyeorg nnt2kn...Amy Search plak perform...kazen ak da tarik ak ke dpn da...ak ni tarak minat Amy Search kazen ak n lain2 yg selok nyanyi...ak rase cam bolok je,ye la ak duk dpn tp just diri je,yg lain tu ad gak nyanyi same n wave tngn...last event dye adlh nengok ice age 3...ak nk tngok tp kazen ak ckp me mom nk mkn mende ntah so kene balik...wuu wuu nk tngok...ngan berat ati ak blah tmpt tu,then balik umah kazen ak ingt nk tuka bju jap then kuar mkn,pastu me dad ckp me mom pening so x jd...BOHH mmg r...speechless ak...overall Family Nite Carnival ni tarak best...haha mmg x best...kak ngah,aula taw kak ngah bace mende ni aula da ckp aula msk dlm worry aula x ingt name company kak ngah so aula x ltk r...

gmba2 di carnival:

di siang ari

di mlm ari

Jenny Blue (sori x clear,lighting dye terang sngt)

Amy Search...phewiit

Sunday, November 29, 2009


funniest man alive...Jim Carrey...gotta love him


i dont know why,but i hate her,seriously.....sorry if you are one of her fans...... :P

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

All Creatures Great And Small

Q: What kind of cats love the water?
A: Octo-Pussies.

Q: Who is the dogs favourite comedian?
A: Growlcho Marx.

Q: What's a porcupine's favorite food?
A: Prickled onions.

Q: Why did the chicken cross the playground?
A: To get to the other slide.

Q: What's black and white and makes a lot of noise?
A: A zebra with a drumkit.

Q: Why did the turtle cross the road?
A: To get to the Shell garage.

Q: What were the only creatures not to go into the Ark in pairs?
A: The Maggots, they went in an apple.

Q: Why did the turkey cross the road?
A: It was the chickens day off.

Q: What do you get if you pour boiling water down a rabbit hole?
A: Hot cross bunnies.

Q: What do you give a sick pig?
A: Oinkment!

A Gaggle Of Ghostly Gags

Q: How can you tell if a ghost is flat?
A: Use a spirit level!

Q: Why are ghosts such poor magicians?
A: You can see right through their tricks!

Q: Where does vampires keep their savings?
A: In the blood bank!

Q: What's a ghost's favourite airline?
A: British Scareways!

Q: What kind of ghosts do they have in hospital?
A: Surgical Spirits!

Q: Who speaks on behalf of the Ghosts Union?
A: Their Spooksperson!

Q: What's a ghost's favourite food?
A: I-Scream!

Q: Did you hear about the love sick vampire?
A: He became a Neck-romancer!

Q: Where do ghosts go on holiday?
A: The Isle of Fright!

Q: What do you call a ghost who haunts the town hall?
A: A night mayor!

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Three Wishes

A little old lady was in the kitchen one day, washing the dishes when suddenly a little genie appeared beside her.

"You've led a long and good life" the genie said, "I have come to reward you by granting you three wishes. Ask for anything you want and I will make it happen."

The old lady was surprised but cynical. Not really believing that anything would happen she decided to play along for a minute. "Ok" she said, "turn all those dirty dishes into money." With that there was a big Poof! and the dishes had turned into a big pile of cash.

"My" said the old lady, staggered that it had actually worked, "Perhaps you could make me look young and beautiful again?" There was another big poof and the woman now looked lots younger and was very good looking. Excitedly she carried on, "Can you turn my dear old cat into a handsome young man?"

Once more there was a big Poof, and the cat was replaced by a handsome young man. Smiling devilishly she turned to the young man and said "At last! Now I want to make love with you for the rest of the day and all night too!"

The young man just looked at her for moment then replied in a high pitched voice, "Well you should have thought about that before you took me to the vet's shouldn't you!"

The World's Greatest Idiots

Q: How do you keep an idiot busy for hours?
A: Give him a piece of paper with "Please turn over" written on both sides.

* * *

An idiot decides to start up a chicken farm, so he buys a hundred chickens to get up and running.
A month later he returns to the dealer to get another hundred chickens because the first lot had died.
Another month passes and he's back at the dealers for another hundred chickens, "I think I know where I'm going wrong" he tells the dealer,
"I think I'm planting them too deep."

* * *

Q: How do you confuse an idiot?
A: Give him two spades and tell him to take his pick.

* * *

Did you here about the idiot who won the 'Tour De France'?
He did a lap of Honour!

* * *

Did you hear about the stupid tap dancer?
He fell in the sink

The Speedy Snail

There was once a snail who was sick and tired of his reputation for being so slow. He decided to get some fast wheels to make up the difference.

After shopping around a while, he decided that the Datson 240-Z was the car to get. So the snail goes to the nearest Datsun dealer and says he wants to buy the 240-Z, but he wants it repainted "240-S".

The dealer asks, "Why 'S'?"

The snail replies, "'S' stands for snail. I want everybody who sees me roaring past to know who's driving."

Well, the dealer doesn't want to lose the unique opportunity to sell a car to a snail, so he agrees to have the car repainted for a small fee.

The snail gets his new car and spent the rest of his days roaring happily down the highway at top speed. And whenever anyone would see him zooming by, they'd say "Wow! Look at that S-car go!"

The Smell Of Fresh Blood

A vampire bat came flapping in from the night covered in fresh blood and parked himself on the roof of the cave to get some sleep. Pretty soon all the other bats smelled the blood and began hassling him about where he got it.

He told them to go away and let him get some sleep but they persisted until finally he gave in.

"OK, follow me" he said and flew out of the cave with hundreds of bats behind him.

Down through the valley they went, across a river and into a forest full of trees. Finally he slowed down and all the other bats excitedly milled around him.

"Now, do you see that tree over there?" he asked.

"Yes, Yes, Yes!" the bats all screamed in a frenzy.

"Good" said the bat, "Because I sure as hell didn't!"

The Lonely Forg

A lonely frog, desparate for any form of company telephoned the Psychic Hotline to find out what his future has in store.

His Personal Psychic Advisor advises him, "You are going to meet a beautiful young girl who will want to know everything about you."

The frog is thrilled and says, "This is great! Where will I meet her, at work, at a party?"

"No" says the psychic, "in a Biology class."

Beyond All Track Records

Some race horses staying in a stable. One of them starts to boast about his track record. "In the last 15 races, I've won 8 of them!"

Another horse breaks in, "Well in the last 27 races, I've won 19!!"

"Oh that's good, but in the last 36 races, I've won 28!", says another, flicking his tail.

At this point, they notice that a greyhound dog has been sitting there listening. "I don't mean to boast," says the greyhound, "but in my last 90 races, I've won 88 of them!"

The horses are clearly amazed. "Wow!" says one, after a hushed silence. "A talking dog."

Cruising With The Penguins

A police officer sees a man driving around with a pickup truck full of penguins. He pulls the guy over and says: "You can't drive around with penguins in this town! Take them to the zoo immediately."

The guy says OK, and drives away.

The next day, the officer sees the guy still driving around with the truck full of penguins, and they're all wearing sun glasses. He pulls the guy over and demands: "I thought I told you to take these penguins to the zoo yesterday?"

The guy replies: "I did . . . today I'm taking them to the beach!"

Even More All Creatures Great And Small

Q: On which side does a chicken have the most feathers?
A: The outside.

Q: How do you know when there is an elephant under your bed?
A: Your nose touches the ceiling.

Q: What's a flea's favorite way to travel?
A: Itch-hiking.

Q: What do you get if you cross an elephant and a kangaroo?
A: Big holes all over Australia!

Q: What lies on the ground, 100 feet in the air?
A: A dead centipede.

Q: Why did the snowman call his dog Frost?
A: Because Frost bites.

Q: Why wouldn't the butterfly go to the dance?
A: It was a moth-ball.

Q: What game do cows play at parties?
A: Mooosical Chairs.

Q: What do you call a multistorey pig pen?
A: A sty scraper.

Q: What do you give a horse with a cold?
A: Cough stirrup!

Silly Little Plays On Words

Q: What should you give an elf who wants to be taller?
A: Elf raising flour.

* * *

A man walks into a bar with a newt on his shoulder. The barman looks at the creature and asks the man what he calls it.
"Tiny" replies the man.
"Why's that?" asks the bartender.
"Because he's my newt!"

* * *

Q: What carries round a sack and bites people?
A: Santa Jaws

* * *

A Plane was flying through the jungle when suddenly the engine stalled. The pilot ejected and drifted gently down to land. Unfortunately he landed in a large cooking pot which was gently simmering over a low fire.
All the local tribesmen turned to look at him until the chief, blinking in disbelief asked, "What's this flier doing in my soup?"

* * *

Q: What soldiers smell of salt and pepper?
A: Seasoned troopers.

* * *

Two fisherman are out sailing when suddenly a hand appears in the sea. "What's this?" asked the first fisherman, "It looks as if someone is drowning!"
"No," explained the second fisherman, "It's just a little wave."

* * *

Q: What's an Eskimo's favorite song?
A: Freeze a Jolly Good Fellow!

* * *

Q: Where does Tarzan buy his clothes?
A: At a Jungle Sale!

* * *

First Man: I bet I can make you speak like a Red Indian?
Second Man: How?
First Man: Told you I could.

* * *

Q: Why is perfume so obedient?
A: Because it's scent everywhere it goes.

The Fire Dog

A nursery school teacher was delivering a station wagon full of kids home one day when a fire truck zoomed past. Sitting in the front seat of the fire truck was a Dalmation dog.

The children started discussing what the dog's duties might be.

"They use him to keep crowds back," said one youngster.

"No," said another, "he's just for good luck."

A third child concluded. "No silly, they use the dogs to find the fire hydrant!"

The Cristmas Parrot

A few days before Christmas, a man enters a pet store looking for a unique gift for his wife.
The store manager tells him he has just what he's looking for; a beautiful parrot named Chet that sings Christmas carols. He brings the husband over to a colorful but quiet bird. The man agrees that Chet certainly is pretty, but he doesn't seem to be much for singing. The manager tells him to watch as he reaches into his pocket and pulls out a lighter.
The manager then clicks the lighter and holds it under Chet's left foot. Immediately Chet starts singing; "Silent Night, Holy Night." The husband is very impressed with Chet's singing abilities and watches as the manager moves the lighter underneath Chet's right foot. Chet now starts to sing "Jingle Bells, Jingle All the Way." The husband says Chet is perfect and that he'll take him.
The husband rushes home to his wife and insists upon giving her this wonderful gift immediately. He presents Chet and starts to explain the parrot's special talent. Demonstrating, he holds a lighter under Chet's left foot and the bird sings "Silent Night." He then moves the lighter under the right foot and Chet lets loose a round of "Jingle Bells."
The wife is absolutely impressed, and with a mischievous grin asks her husband what happens if he holds the lighter between Chet's legs instead. Curious the husband moves the lighter between the bird's legs, and the bird begins to sing:
"Chet's Nuts Roasting on an Open Fire!"

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Ignorance -Paramore-

If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well, I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle, a mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore

Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well, sentence me to another life

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
'Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same, oh, we're not the same

We're the friends who stuck together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend

This is the best thing that could've happened
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person but you can't take it

The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well, now I can fend for myself

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
'Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same, oh, we're not the same

Yeah, we used to stick together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

World Behind My Wall -Tokio Hotel-


It's raining today
The blinds are shut
It's always the same
I tried all the games
that they play
But they made me insane

Life on tv
It's random
It means nothing to me
I'm writing down
What I cannot see
Wanna wake up in a dream

They're telling me
its beautiful
I believe them
but will I ever know
The world behind my wall
The sun will shine
like never before
One day I will be
ready to go
See the world behind my wall

Trains in the sky
Are travelling
through fragments of time
They're taking me to
parts of my mind
That no one can find

I'm ready to fall
I'm ready to crawl
on my knees to know it all
I'm ready to heal
I'm ready to feel

They're telling me
it's beautiful
I believe them
but will I ever know
The world behind my wall
The sun will shine
like never before
One day I will be
ready to go
See the world behind my wall
See the world behind my wall
See the world behind my wall
See the world behind my wall

I'm ready to fall
I'm ready to crawl
on my knees to know it all
I'm ready to heal
I'm ready to feel

Take me there!
Take me there!
Take me there!

They're telling me
it's beautiful
I believe them
But will i ever know
The world behind my wall

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Death Of An Innocent

i went to a party,Mom,i remembered what you said,

you told me not to drink,mom,so i drank soda instead,

i really felt proud inside,mom,the way you said i would,

i didnt drink and drive,mom,even though the others said i should.

i know i did the right thing,mom,i know you are always right,

now the party is finally ending,mom,as everyone is driving out of sight,

as i got into my car,mom,i knew i'd get home in one piece,

because of the way you raised me,so responsible and sweet.

i started to drive away,mom,but as i pulled into the road,

the other car didnt see me,mom,and hit me like a load,

as i lay there on the pavement,mom,i hear the policeman say,

the other guy is drunk,mom,and now im the one who will pay.

im lying here dying,mom,i wish you'd get here soon,

how could this happen to me,mom?my life just burst like a balloon,

there is blood all around me,mom,and most of it is mine,

i hear the medic say,mom,i'll die in a short time.

i just wanted to tell you,mom,i swear i didnt drink,

it was the others,mom,the others didnt think,

he was probably at the same party as i,

the only difference is,he drank and i will die.

why do people drink,mom?it can ruin your whole life,

im feeling sharp pains now,pains just like a knife,

the guy who hit me is walking,mom,and i dint think its fair,

im lying here dying and all he can do is stare.

tell my brother not to cry,mom,tell dady to be brave,

and when i go to heaven,mom,put"Daddy's Girl" on my grave,

someone should have told him,mom,not to drink and drive,

if only they had told him,mom,i would still be alive.

my breath is getting shorter,mom,im becoming very scared,

please dont cry for me,mom,when i needed you,you were always there,

i have one last question,mom,before i say good-bye,

i didnt drink and drive,so why am i the one to die??

Monday, October 26, 2009

Mom's made

ITS LOOK AND TASTE DELICIOUS...sorry the picture was kinda using my non-standard camera phone...well as long as you can see the picture,dont complain...LOL
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Monday, September 21, 2009

Breaking The Silence

a thousand words
a minute
talking non stop
to everyone around me

blabbering some nonsense
humming a song
playing on the radio
i am just a bundle of fun

everything changed
words that flowed
without a hurdle
stuttered, stumbled
and stopped

everything changed
when you came near
when you came near me
the words just disappeared

sound of words that engulfed the place (a minute ago)
is now replaced with a strange silence
a strange silence
befell on me

a thousand words
before you entered
is now replaced by
a thousand questions
that i am asking now
a thousand questions
i am asking now
to break this silence
losing my sanity
when you are around
i am trying hard
to find the answer for this silence
i am trying hard
to find the words
i am trying hard
to breaking the silence forever!


just a hollow feeling

my mask on the seat next to mine

worn out, beaten and battered

it had come to an end;

just as smoothly as it started

the end was a quick one,

no nonsense, no stupid climax

the curtain came down in one swift motion;

standing tall amidst broken lives

no one cares if you stay back

to pick up the pieces

or make a run to the nearest exit;

full of anger and full of fear,

wanting to wreck the peace

my mind is seeking,

i gradually lost it all;

running away from death

and escaping from the mind games,

seeking refuge from the storm

i rushed headlong into life;

searching for a place to hide,

watching people trade money for love,

i began to fill the emptiness that surrounds me

with the pieces of my broken heart;

Me,Myself and I

coming out of the shadows
of the past and reaching
to the light that is now
shining in its glory
i realized i am standing all alone,
with the whole world at my disposal;

i searched, i needed somebody
to continue the exploration,
or so i thought; how
naive and so dumb one can become;

wasting precious time
doing nothing other
than wandering through life
i became more confused than before;

unable to run anymore,
i sat down to take stock
and i realized i got
me, myself and i;

learned a lot along the way,
and now my very own best friend
exploring uncharted territories
me myself and i
that’s all i got in the end
that’s what i found out
me, myself and i;


draped across my body
the coldness singed my breath
the country smelled of confusion
and my clothes were soaked with flesh
i escaped into the maze
with screams beneath my track
their tongues were growing fiercer
and death was upon my back
it poisoned my tortured spirit
and coursed throughout my veins
the glories of being slaughtered
only the lunatic remained


no one understand me
everything i say or do is twisted and confused
everything is pointless
my life is a ruin
my life is a prison
my life is full of disappointment
no one likes me
they all pretend
they all are fakes
my life is a ruin
my life is a prison
my life is an endless pit of disappointment
i am sick
of this whole world
of the constant struggle to please others
my life is a ruin
my life is a prison
my life is overflowing with disappointment
i can't wait
to finally be free
to finally be alive
my life is a ruin
my life is a prison
my life is over

My New Best Friend

today i met a great new friend

who knew me right away

it was funny how she understood

i hard to say

she listened to my problems

she listened to my dreams

we talked above love and life

she'd been there,too,it seems

it ever once felt judge by her

she knew just how i felt

she seemed to just accept me

and all the problem i'd been dealt

she didn't interrupt me

or need to have her say

she just listened very patiently

and didn't go away

i wanted to her understand

how much this meant to her

but as i went to hug her

something starlet me

i put my arms in front of me

and went to pull her nearer

and realized that my best friend

was nothing but just a mirror

Friday, September 4, 2009

You & Me

who am i?

and who are you?

am i me?

or am i you?

are you me?

or are you?you?

i guess,i am me

and you are you

you are not me

and i am not you

you can never be me

and i can never be you

because i am me

and you are you

so that you won't be me

and i won't be you

just let me be me

and you be you

so that i always me

and no one would say you are me

or i am you

how you could be me

and i be you

after all,you don't know me

and i don,t know you

because you and me

can never be me and you


costs nothing

but gives much. It

enriches those who receive,

without making poorer those who

give. It takes but a moment but the memory

of it sometimes lasts forever. None is so rich or

mighty that he can get along without it, and none is so

poor but that he can not be made rich by it. A smile creates

happiness in the home, fosters good will in business, and is the

countersign of friendship. It brings rest to the weary, cheer to the dis-

couraged, sunshine to the sad, and it is nature's antidote for trouble. Yet

it cannot be bought, begged, borrowed, or stolen. For it is something that is of

no value to anyone untilit is given away ~ Somepeople are too tired to

give you a smile. Give

them one of yours, as

no one needs a smile so

much as he who has no

more to give.


on 310809,it was the last day before muslim poeple started to mom bought 2 packs of then we thought we should make strawberry chocolate...i was so excited...the pic up there are the prove that me & my mom did it....i think thats all,i don't know what to say here is some infomation bout chocolate and strawberry that i think you should know :)

chocolate contains compounds called flavonoids that can help maintain a healthy heart and good circulation and reduce blood clotting — which can cause heart attacks and stroke.

A new study from researchers at the Salk Institute for Biological Studies has found that an antioxidant nutrient in strawberries may help improve memory and protect the brain from the onset of Alzheimer's disease.

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Happy Birhtday

Birthdays come and go each year,
Today is yours, so don't you fear.
I hope all that you do turns out happy for you
And all that you wish comes your way
From morning till night
May your birthday be bright
and nicer than ever before……
And as years come and go
May your happiness grow
and your dreams be fulfilled
Even more
You're always very special
and you should know today
that you are wished the nicest things
that life can bring your way

FYI my birthday was yesterday

Monday, June 8, 2009


"What is a friend? A single soul dwelling in two bodies". - Aristotle

Perhaps the one relation that has survived the trials and tribulations of time and has still remained unconditional is friendship. A unique blend of affection, loyalty, love, respect, trust and loads of fun is perhaps what describes the true meaning of friendship between two individuals. Similar interests, mutual respect and strong attachment with each other are what friends share between each other. These are just the general traits of a friendship. To experience what is friendship, one must have true friends, who are indeed rare treasure.

Different people have different definitions of friendship. For some, it is the trust in an individual that he / she won't hurt you. For others, it is unconditional love. There are some who feel that friendship is companionship. People form definitions based on the kind of experiences they have had. This is one relation that has been nurtured since times immemorial. There are famous stories about friends in mythologies of different religions all over the world. They say a person who has found a faithful friend has found a priceless treasure.

Psychologically speaking, friendship may be defined as "a dynamic, mutual relationship between two individuals. As children become friends, they negotiate boundaries within which both partners function". This helps them to function like healthy individuals in life as they learn to draw a line as and when needed in a relation. This greatly helps in the emotional development of an individual. However, any relation needs constant nurturing and development from all the people that are involved in one. Friendship cannot survive if one person makes all the effort to sustain it without any mutual recognition from others.

Since friendship starts the moment a child starts socializing, the kind of friends that the child chooses should be taken care of till the time he / she learns to differentiate between right and wrong. Wrong peers or lack of socializing can lead to severe psychological traumas and disorders, finally leading to social maladjustment. The correct peer group is essential for the development of the personality of a child. Both positive and negative experiences refine the personality of the individual. Thus it is essential that you find friends who are compatible with you on an emotional and psychological basis.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

No Love Like A Mother's Love

There is no love, like a mother's love,
no stronger bond on earth...
like the precious bond that comes from God,
to a mother, when she gives birth.
A mother's love is forever strong,
never changing for all time...
and when her children need her most,
a mother's love will shine.
God bless these special mothers,
God bless them every one...
for all the tears and heartache,
and for the special work they've done.
When her days on earth are over,
a mother's love lives on...
through many generations,
with God's blessings on each one.
Be thankful for our mothers,
for they love with a higher love...
from the power God has given,
and the strength from up above.

Saturday, April 25, 2009



I am the Earth
And the Earth is me.
Each blade of grass,
Each honey tree,
Each bit of mud,
And stick and stone
Is blood and muscle,
Skin and bone.
And just as
I Need every bit
Of me to make
My body fit,
So Earth needs
Grass and stone and tree
And things that grow here
That's why we
Celebrate this day.
That's why across
The world we say:
As long as life,
As dear, as free,
I am the Earth
And the Earth is me.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009


Out of you,
And the Mirror
On the wall.
Neither of you
See me at all.
You can't tell,
If I lie,
Or if I,
Want to die.
It's the true me
You'll have to find.
Untill then
You'll remain blind.

teenage angst

No one understands me
everything I say or do is twisted and confused
everything is pointless
My life is a ruin.
My life is a prison.
My life is full of disappointment.
No one likes me
they all pretend
they all are fake
My life is a ruin.
My life is a prison.
My life is an endless pit of disappointment.
I am sick
of this whole world
of the constant struggle to please others
My life is a ruin.
My life is a prison.
My life is overflowing with disappointment.
I can’t wait
to finally be free
to finally be alive
My life is a ruin.
My life is a prison.
My life is over.

By: Margret Hoover